I aspire to be the person who know best, but am always plagued by my bad decisions.
Why is it that the more you want to do good,
the more aware you are that you are making mistakes,
and the more you do it anyway.
I need more time to make a few more stupid errors,
just a few spins around by the Earth,
and then maybe I'd be ready to be the person I wish I was.
Just a few more seconds off the record,
to convince myself of the path I want to take.