Eyes are truth.
This simple lie, so weak and tired, cannot be so.
They guide in our quest to map the world,
but fall short of pure reality.
But perhaps reality can only exist
in the small arena
of which the eyes pay witness.
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Life is an endless to do list:
Credits, resumes, opportunity seeking, work.
Life is an endless hike to the unreachable peak:
the tears, the sweat, the headaches, the heartaches.
Life is an endless quest for fulfillment:
finding passion, comfort, stability, home.
Looking ahead, you can see the lists as they lengthen in your mind and spiral out of control.
The spiral staircase is thin and steep and there are no handrails.
One false move and certain doom, stay where you are and you're going nowhere.
I must continue climbing.
But you, somehow, were my little rock that slipped and crumbled the mountain.
With you, the fall was better than the climb.
Sunday, August 8, 2010
It's Not the Future
its not the moments i see now,
or the future i envision,
its not the abyss i see ahead of me,
its the journey.
which i can now say
started, lifted me up, led me here
and ended.
its the fact that you
are always behind,
trapped in the past,
never coming back.
or the future i envision,
its not the abyss i see ahead of me,
its the journey.
which i can now say
started, lifted me up, led me here
and ended.
its the fact that you
are always behind,
trapped in the past,
never coming back.
Saturday, August 7, 2010
No Sun
it'll be alright with me.
sometimes in this state i'm in,
the rain is much more comforting.
i thought i had the upper hand,
was holding all the secrets.
it turns out that whatever it was
was just too quick for me
no.
not love,
it wasn't love.
it was something that wasn't love but i lost it.
losing always tugs at me, even when it wasn't love.
so the sun is good for many things,
but rain for poetry.
Friday, August 6, 2010
I aspire to be the person who know best, but am always plagued by my bad decisions.
Why is it that the more you want to do good,
the more aware you are that you are making mistakes,
and the more you do it anyway.
I need more time to make a few more stupid errors,
just a few spins around by the Earth,
and then maybe I'd be ready to be the person I wish I was.
Just a few more seconds off the record,
to convince myself of the path I want to take.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
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"When you wake up early, you realize that the people who build the world have been up for hours."
-My Dad
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